For what, you may ask. Before I answer that, ask yourself, "Right now, what am I ready for?" I used to be an athlete at school. I remember that feeling just before I started to run or swim a race, just before I took off on my run for the high jump or long jump... Each time it felt the same, that moment before we take off in a direction, when all possibilities are in front of us, that kick of adrenalin, that determined focus on the outcome I wanted. I discovered my success, or

Keeping your inner rebel hidden for so long may have worked for you so far. Perhaps it's kept you safe. Perhaps it's meant you are well liked. Perhaps it's meant you get on well with your family and have a lovely life you're very happy with. Hmmm... I somehow doubt that. If you've pulled that off without any self-sabotaging hitches then kudos to you, but it's more likely you either aren't a rebel deep down, or you're living in la la land about how perfectly it's all gone. Now